"Listen Blake I know a part of you still wants to live cause if you really wanted to kill yourself you would've done it a long time ago" I said walking toward him I handed him a knife and I held one to his chest and he did the same to mine "If you really want to kill yourself on three I'll stab your chest really hard and you stab mine. Are you ready?" I really don't know why i bluff the way i do and now I'm gonna die because of it "one" I was saying my last prayers "two" I don't know why I'm at two he's definitely gonna kill me cause he wants me to kill him "and thr-" Find out what happens in the book will she die in the hands of a boy thats trying to kill himself or would she change him for the better Mature content!