this story is about a 16 year old girl, Carmen Michelle Cassidy who has been through a lot. her passion is soccer and her escape along with a few other things that help. she is a foster child who has been in and out since she was 4. her foster father is an alcoholic that beats her all the time. She party's with her friends almost every night. she struggles with so many issues and has no one she talks to about them and keeps it a secret letting no one in besides her best friend grace. she copes with all the trauma in many ways. now she gets a call from Jill Elis and is asked to come to January camp with the Uswnt. will they find out what's been going on in her life and her secrets? Will some people become moms to her or sisters? will she finally open up to them. there will be many trigger warning through this book ❌TRIGGER WARNING❌ self harm, domestic abuse, sexual assault, rape, drugs and alcohol abuse, depression, anxiety. I've decided to make this book for many reasons and i don't want anyone to feel triggered reading this so i will put a warning on the chapter. I'm always here for anyone who needs it. You are not alone.