Gon Freeces was 15 and already tired of life. School was a nightmare, he'd get constantly bullied. Bullied for being short, for his hair, for his lack of parents, for being poor, for his childish attitude, for being dumb, for having a feminine body, for everything. Sometimes he didn't even know the reason, people just thought he was weak, and a freak, and easy to hit. And he started thinking they might be right. Hi! please check the trigger warnings because if you are uncomfortable with any of those things DO NOT READ. This is angsty, dark, and Killugon. Possibly smut (Although not 100% confirmed, I might change this)