welp here again warning: not for those of you who are aversed to yaoi I repeat AVERSED TO YAOI, (for those who don't know YAOI =BOYXBOY) . so don't read, don't even think about expressing your opinions here u can keep ur precious opinions to your-precious-selves, no one asked for your opinions. Thank you~^_^ ________________________ yuu never thought that he'd be in love with his friend...it took him a while to realise how much Mikaela meant to him , it took Mikaela separating from him, for him to realise what this super painful feeling meant....he felt how big of an idiot he really is for not realising this earlier....but what should he do now .... mikaela has already left...and he doesn't even know where they took 'her'...'she' was just gone ....like she was never there...so....was that alll an illusion....her voice....his smile.....her warmth....then what about his own feelings....were they an illusion too.... ________________________________ Mikaela opened his eyes in the middle of the night, his blue gem like eyes looking dull as he stared at the luxurious looking roof of his room.... getting up from his bed he caressed the blue ribbon given to him by his friend....." would you be surprised?" he mumbled before sneering in a self mocking manner ....that idiot who couldn't even realise so many clues he had dropped for him.... was he sad back then when he had to leave so suddenly without even a proper goodbye.... probably....he must be angry at 'her'.....