TW//eating disorder, suicide She was a little girl when she stepped into the world of Wattpad. Laughing, crying and screaming amidst all the madness she found herself a part of. But who was she? A million different things. She was calm rainy evenings lost between pages of a fantasy she longed to be a part of. She was black high heels and dark red lipstick waiting to wreck the Forbes under 30 entrepreneur list, winking at her future ambitions. She was timeless elegance, holding her vintage fashion journals in one hand. She was poetry and music heard at distant flowery hills, the one helping the worms at the sidewalk. She was the muse. She was. Was.