Subhadra - Arjun's possession
~Subhadra
"I'm unsure if his intentions are genuine or an obsession. What if he only wants to marry me for political gain? Or, It seems like he has a strong physical attraction to me, but I question whether his motivations are pure. Is he truly in love with me, or does he simply desire me physically. ?? " Tears began to well up in my eyes.
"Having been married three times before, his previous spouses were renowned for their exceptional beauty and knowledge , rivaling that of apsaras! . I don't think he married you because he loves you, but for political reasons." My sakhi's words echo in my mind.
What if he never loves me like I dreamt in my fantasy?
What if I'm just a girl who only wanted to warm his bed and bear his heir?
What if I'm nothing more than a mistress , a mere vessel to fulfill his desires Without being truly seen, loved, or valued for who I am?
~Arjun
"As I reflect on my actions, I'm consumed by guilt and shame. How could I have kidnapped her without her consent? The thought of taking her away from her life, her loved ones, and her freedom is unbearable. I'm tormented by the realization that I've been selfish, prioritizing my own desires over her well-being. I keep asking myself, 'How could I do this to her? How could I be so cruel and thoughtless?' The weight of my actions crushes me.
Is she truly happy with this marriage?
I haven't even considered her feelings or asked if she has someone else in her heart.
What if she hates me?
The thought sends a shiver down my spine - what if she actually despises me?"
How will i convince draupadi?
What about my love? My first love!!! Whom I met 10 years ago !
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The beginning......
