Life has never been fair enough to let me experience real love and affection, when I find love it counts down the hours to destroy the love I've found. It's only fair in one thing, to let me run away. But the gun. The gun is fair enough to let me feel satisfied, it's fair enough to let me punish those who hurt me and those who do not want me to feel real loved without running away. But the one I love and cares for hurts me, shattered me into billion pieces and betrayed me. Now I don't know what to choose either LIFE or a GUN. **************** NOTICE: blood shed, inappropriate language and a lily bit of adultery don't get offended somehow...if you feel it's not right to write about adultery don't read. Thank you. Please vote and comment.