TW Bella hasn't ever had an easy life. She never knows who to trust after her best friend betrayed her. Bella feels the constant pressure to do things she shouldn't to be "cool" because that's what she thinks will make her happy. Brlla struggles with being happy when he father passes away, getting bullied, etc. She is always fond different ways to help her feel better again like she used to, unfortunately sometimes she resorts in bad ways.