This book is a compilation of poems I've written for my husband Markus since 2020 until 2022. Not all of the poems are lovey dovey, some can be quiet sad, immature and even disturbing. That is because like every relationship, we have are own ups and downs, we have cute moments and bittersweet fights, and we have times where we know we are right for each other and times where we just want to give up (well, this is mostly me). **TW: mentions or topics about suicide, self-harm, obsession, stalking and etc. Readers discretion is strongly advise.**