he made me do things and i did them so i could please him so he'll love me but he dosent love me and i know this but evrytime he comes back i think its because he does i try to get it through my head he dosent love but it dosent want to process it and i know why averi tells me to stay away from him but i cant she tells him to stay away from me but I go anyway she tells me he is using me for sex and i know this but i feels so good to have him touch me the way people who are in love touch each other im imani and im fucking the man I love