This story follows Samantha who has never been anything but a wallflower that has always been an onlooker. Raised by a mentally ill mother who committed suicide and a dad who is barley ever around she needs to find her way. She finds herself taking after her mother more than she could have ever thought. Followed by two good friends Evelyn and Dave maybe Samantha can find her out of the pit she has dug for herself and maybe she can find love with an unexpected friend. A journey of drugs, drinking, and self discovery. Written prose style this heartbreaking story will change your out look on the "party girls".