The S.A.O world was very cruel but luckily i was able to defeat it and return back to my normal life. The love that i tried to protect (Asuna) had died shortly after winning sao. The strain on her body proved to be too much for her. in some cases the nerve gear had inflicted minor brain damage to memory and functions, but in more serious cases (like asuna's) the nerve gear put to much strain on the users organs and health. I never really got into a major relationship with her but I knew that I was in love with her. I was going to tell her in real life but as soon as I got to the hospital she was at, she was dead. my sis... cou... I don't really know what suguha means to me... maybe more than any sibling could... she helped me through the state I was in and I began getting feelings for her. I played through another MMORPG and found someone called leafa she was like suguha in a way and I fell deeply in love with her because of it.