When you leave a love behind you, sometimes you're not letting go of it... you're giving up on it. Nine (9) months ago Zayn did exactly that, he thought distancing himself from what he wanted most was best for everyone but now he's ruined because of it; broken. His body is paper thin, his social life is a bust and his personal hygiene is as good as his self-respect - non-existent. His life is a constant reminder of the day he walked away, the day he let go of happiness and gave up on love. So when that love reaches out to him will he take the chance or will he be left just walking in the wind? A/N: Ziam is ALIVE