TW- this will contain certain topics that may be triggering to some. If you are triggered by su*c*de or s*lf h*rm or anything of the sort I recommend you don't read this. Just the diary of a 17 year old girl trying to make it in this fucked up world. -this is going to be my actual diary. I thought I'd share it with you guys so you know you're not alone and whatever you're going through, someone else is too-