"I just want you to be happy, Raven.", I glared into her dark big brown eyes. Her eyes reminded me of Lincoln, its hard to bear but I have to let him go. I can't survive if I'm like this, I have to stand up for myself. Get knocked down. Get back up. That's what he told me. Get knocked down, get back up. I rephrased those words thinking of him. I looked at Raven again who is looking at my studying my face. "I am happy. Only when I'm with you." she replied at my comment with a soft smile.I think Raven is playing with me. I looked at her lips. Then her brown eyes. I kept studying her features as she keeps studying mine. What do I do? "Octavia, you're the only person that understands me. I lost Finn & you lost Lincoln. We both lost the love our lives. We both know what it feels like to be hurt, tortured, crushed, even depressed. I lost Sin Clair the dad I never had. I just think everything happened for a reason maybe the world wants us together. Octavia, I think- I love you."