Day in day out, people dream about the future. About the things they want to accomplish. For the past seven months I have been dreaming to escape the prison without walls. Well, that's what I have been calling it. A place that is full of thoughts and scenarios and where there is no space for solutions. My name is Murat Kaya and I was diagnosed with Lymphoma cancer at the age of 17. Also known as the Hodgkin disease with a stadium 4 level. While thinking that having chemo was the only hard thing, I realized that the period after chemotherapy was a tough time too.