Hayden’s Whore

Currently watching ‘Hours’ and all I gotta say is Paul Walker was so Daddy

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          This was mine and my boy best friends conversation last night. I’m in love with him and most people around me (my narcissistic sister swears by it) say he doesn’t want me back. Can yall verify as my pookies and girlies? (And yes, I recorded because I needed people to have actual conversation audio to base on)

Unfortunately my younger cousin, Daniell, passed away early this morning around 2:30 AM in a car wreck. His family lives in Oklahoma but he was in another state at the time of the crash. If you can (you don’t have to) please donate to help bring him home so he can be laid to rest. He was 19, turning 20 later this year, he graduated high school just last year. He has 4 younger siblings ages 18, 16, 8, and 5. His mom had him at only 15, that was her baby baby. Her first born. They grew up together. He was 9 months younger than me. https://www.gofundme.com/f/assist-in-bringing-a-beloved-son-home?lang=en_US&utm_campaign=fp_sharesheet&utm_medium=customer&utm_source=copy_link&attribution_id=sl%3A01e1cae6-2eac-4d29-a074-e8c164dc992c&v=amp14_t1&fbclid=IwZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAR6UY_lICGwhg1SxVMu5BHoowCxX-hQ-pcHzYGQq08FcthmuO8YBXdKpFusRyw_aem_OczL_vEK_p3JD4s7T1rxXw

Today is my 20th birthday… ew… PLEASE!!! IM STILL A TEENAGERRRRR!!!!!!!! (I scream as they drag me to the padded room)

Can someone write a book where the FMC is autistic? And I don't mean infantilized where she's like a pet or an adult baby. I mean realistically autistic. Like childish in silly behavior at times and told to grow up but when serious is treated like a child and not taken seriously. Is outgoing but gets socially burnt out. Emotionally sensitive when its someone she cares about but talks back if she doesn't care about them in a close relationship type of way. Has a hard time loving romantically due to trauma but desires to do so (Hoping mmc can help. Maybe at first he doesn't like her but she forces him to be her friend?) and has trouble making friends. Has anxiety and stims a LOT. Around age 20? No politics in book please!! I have ideas I just dont know how to execute. Someone please write!!

I made it! Our pictures are up!

LADIES!!! I’m seeing a ton of women on TikTok who are either WAY too hot to be chasing after a mid dude or gorgeous women in love with gorgeous men or crusty obsessive women chasing after good looking guys! Should I post myself and the boy best friend I’ve been in love with for 4 years now and yall HONESTLY tell me what we are? Be a girls girl and be honest!! If I’m crusty TELL ME SO I CAN FIX IT. We’ve been best friends for 6 years and I’ve been in love with him for 4 years!!

you haven't posted in a bit are you still alive girl 

Told my aunt about what happened between my best friend and I and she started lecturing me saying I’m too immature for a relationship and started saying all this stuff and dissecting who he was and asking a ton of questions and basically putting me down. I seriously regret telling her.

GIRLS I HAVE AN EMERGENCY!! Last night I told my best friend of 6 years that I’ve been in love with him for 4 years (since I was 16) and I went into depth and he apologized for not realizing sooner and that he felt bad for putting me through that and I told him I love him more than I love the idea of being with him and that more than anything I just want him safe and happy with or without me. And he told me that he’s not in the right place to get into a relationship (which is true, so it’s not some bogus excuse) and he told me that if he was in the right place he’d ask me to take things slow with him because I am beautiful and I’d make the perfect partner AND HE SAID HE CHERISHED ME. HE EFFING CHERISHES ME GIRLS!!!!!