Jimintoothbrush

I was gonna announce this much earlier but I just didn't know how to word it or even know what to say. So not last Saturday but the last my parents took the family's old dog to the shot for a pain shot and unfortunately it didn't go the way any of us thought. The vet was concerned abt pepper's back 2 legs that have been a problem for years and well he really thinks it's cancer and my parents had a tali with him abt what would be best to do and sadly he did it would be best to let her finally rest and not be in pain. So not tomorrow but the next Saturday we are gonna be putting her to sleep and let her rest. What really hurts me and my brother is that we were watching the song called happier and in the music video this girl gets a dog for her birthday and she grows up with it and when she's a teenager it gets sick and they do medicine for it for a while until they learn something is very wrong and then they put it down and once the teen grows up and has a child and her husband does the Same thing that happened with the wife. While my brother and I were watching the video my brother asked me when do you think this will happen to pepper and I said idk and well now we got the answer... I honestly hate this year like it just hasn't gone good at all first busy our cat then my grandma takes the wrong meds and we almost take her to the hospital and spend thousands of dollars we couldn't afford and then I have to drop classes and now pepper... we knew it would happen but you just can't be prepared for It no matter what you do. 
          	
          	
          	Sorry it's long I just wanted to say this

Jimintoothbrush

@crumpled_paperballs sorry it took so long to reply I just don't know how or what to say but thank you! It happened last Saturday and it's been 4 days since Saturday but Idk if you saw my Instagram story but on Sunday there was a beautiful rainbow that faded but came back 3 times and I knew it was from pepper busy and tubby. They came together with a idea and God helped them bring that rainbow to my family and I. During Saturday morning when she finally rested it was extremely sad everyone cried and we just got a letter from the vet today that were gonna open it tonight as a family. Thank you! ❤️
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crumpled_paperballs

@Jimintoothbrush hey baby... It seems like you are going through a LOT lately. Dogs become a family member in no time and when it's time for them to leave, it feels like a family member leaving. So grieve, as much as you want to. Talk to your family or us friends, and cry it out as much as you want to. Feel and release the tension that your body's carrying. I hope you get better and so does your family. Spend time with pepper... Just know we all are here to listen to you♥️ Please take care of yourself♥️
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Jimintoothbrush

I was gonna announce this much earlier but I just didn't know how to word it or even know what to say. So not last Saturday but the last my parents took the family's old dog to the shot for a pain shot and unfortunately it didn't go the way any of us thought. The vet was concerned abt pepper's back 2 legs that have been a problem for years and well he really thinks it's cancer and my parents had a tali with him abt what would be best to do and sadly he did it would be best to let her finally rest and not be in pain. So not tomorrow but the next Saturday we are gonna be putting her to sleep and let her rest. What really hurts me and my brother is that we were watching the song called happier and in the music video this girl gets a dog for her birthday and she grows up with it and when she's a teenager it gets sick and they do medicine for it for a while until they learn something is very wrong and then they put it down and once the teen grows up and has a child and her husband does the Same thing that happened with the wife. While my brother and I were watching the video my brother asked me when do you think this will happen to pepper and I said idk and well now we got the answer... I honestly hate this year like it just hasn't gone good at all first busy our cat then my grandma takes the wrong meds and we almost take her to the hospital and spend thousands of dollars we couldn't afford and then I have to drop classes and now pepper... we knew it would happen but you just can't be prepared for It no matter what you do. 
          
          
          Sorry it's long I just wanted to say this

Jimintoothbrush

@crumpled_paperballs sorry it took so long to reply I just don't know how or what to say but thank you! It happened last Saturday and it's been 4 days since Saturday but Idk if you saw my Instagram story but on Sunday there was a beautiful rainbow that faded but came back 3 times and I knew it was from pepper busy and tubby. They came together with a idea and God helped them bring that rainbow to my family and I. During Saturday morning when she finally rested it was extremely sad everyone cried and we just got a letter from the vet today that were gonna open it tonight as a family. Thank you! ❤️
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crumpled_paperballs

@Jimintoothbrush hey baby... It seems like you are going through a LOT lately. Dogs become a family member in no time and when it's time for them to leave, it feels like a family member leaving. So grieve, as much as you want to. Talk to your family or us friends, and cry it out as much as you want to. Feel and release the tension that your body's carrying. I hope you get better and so does your family. Spend time with pepper... Just know we all are here to listen to you♥️ Please take care of yourself♥️
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Jimintoothbrush

So guys I have officially dropped out of my college clases...
          
          Ik I'm a failure...
          
          I rather give up on life and do what my first IEP teacher said... 
          
          I be nothing other than a dog walker...
          
          Rather just give up
          
          I'm a failure to my family and everyone would want me dead because then they wouldn't have to deal with me

Jimintoothbrush

@lixie-berry thank you and sorry for the late reply.
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-SUNNYKAI

@Jimintoothbrush I'm sorry that stupid teacher called you that and I wish I could give you a big hug. I'll praying for you.
            
            You can do anything that you can set your mind to. Have you researched things? I really hope things get better for you.
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Jimintoothbrush

@lixie-berry that's the problem no matter what I want to be I won't succeed because of my stupid learning disability like I never thought that teacher would be correct but she is I am nothing but a freaking dog walker. I should honestly live on the streets because that'll what I'll be doing after I move out so why not start now and get used to it?
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Jimintoothbrush

Does anyone take or know the pill seroquel? 
          If so is it supposed to make you lose appetite or have extreme hot flashes?

Jimintoothbrush

@jeon_tae_jeon sry it took me so long to reply... I'm still struggling with eating I haven't ate the healthy amount I should for a day. I'm on day 7 so 1 week of not eating or sleeping well. I've been able to eat a bit but I haven't ate one full meal only snacks. Last night I woke up 13 times and I can't sleep without another pill that's for sleeping idk how to spell it. My parents have told me that I will get used to it but I'm afraid I'm losing weight and while I want too lose a few lbs ik if my doctor sees I'm losing weight he'll say my mom isn't feeding me like he has before (I'm rarely ever tell anyone that) I'm trying to eat but everytime I do I feel sick to my stomach to the point I can't eat and I'll throw up or I'm full and feel like there's to much in my stomach when there isn't anything. Now I got this side effect 2 days ago but i have restless leg syndrome again but it's different this time my legs will tense up and shake by themselves. Last time I had my legs would just move and would make It hard to sleep. But I really don't know what to do and ik going to the doctor is something I can do but I don't have insurance rn and my family and I don't have the money to pay out of pocket
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jeon_tae_jeon

@Jimintoothbrush If its happening...then you shoulf inform your doctor on this. If you take this tablet when u have low bp, it might be risky...and there are other good sleep tablet options whicj doesnt have any side effects. So talk with your doc again or better go with second opinion to some other person.
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Jimintoothbrush

this message may be offensive 
@VictoriaVanorden2 my primary doctor will want me to stay on it for at least 2 weeks and I want to talk to the doctor who gave me this new medicine but she's wanting me to try and stay on it for the month but idk I can't fucking eat and it's just making me so upset I'm gonna try eat now because my stomach hurts and I feel hungry
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Jimintoothbrush

Pls fo pray for all victims that were there during the Kansas city superbowl parade shooting! I'm extremely grateful my brother and I decided to stay home! But pls do pray for all the families and everyone there! Thank you!

Jazzy10047

@Jimintoothbrush Me too
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Jimintoothbrush

@Jazzy10047 it is! I hope everyone is safe!
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Jazzy10047

@Jimintoothbrush Aw that sounds terrible:(
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Jimintoothbrush

Heyyy does anyone have any stories their loving rn and would like to share? I'm kinda looking for some books to read and anything is good EXCEPT  Y/N!!

HoeFor_Namtitties

@Jimintoothbrush okay, I'll message u on discord to send the links
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Jimintoothbrush

@HoeFor_Namtitties I have before but I think fluff or romance is the best rn thx
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HoeFor_Namtitties

@Jimintoothbrush okay! Wait, do u read dead dove? I have fluff and romance, but mostly dead dove
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Jimintoothbrush

Its been almost a week and im doing a bit better still am having flashbacks of it but I'm not AS sad as  i was a few days after. Definitely still am sad abt what happened but I do know it's for the best so updates may come sooner then I was thinking so be ready for that! See you soon! Love u all! ❤️

Jimintoothbrush

Today is my birthday! I'm officially 19 years old and just finished my first day of college!

Jimintoothbrush

@peachy_oppar thank you!!!
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Jazzy10047

@Jimintoothbrush You’re welcome!!!❤️❤️
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peachy_oppar

@Jimintoothbrush Happy Birthday
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Jimintoothbrush

Guys this is very important! So my family and I had to unfortunately put down one of our cats just now so im here to say I will not be active for who knows how long I can't give you guys a date becuz I'm so upset and still am in shock. There won't be any updates for who knows how long i will say it's gonna be a while since this just happened and this was my first ever time watching and going through this so pls I do ask for your prayers and help to get me through this. If I don't reply to your messages on here pls understand this is why and that I'm not ignoring you. My whole family is very sad abt this and what makes it worse is that my birthday is 2 days away and we just lost one of our cats that we loved and will always love I have videos of him that i will always remember so guys pls understand this and im very sorry this has happened I didn't want it to and no one likes going through this but now I can say ik what it feels like and to anyone who has been through this im dearly sorry and don't wish this on anyone or animal. Thats all thx bye...

Jimintoothbrush

@1-800-Hey-Bitch thank u so much I honestly don't know what to do anymore becuz everyone loved him and he was always so happy
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1-800-Hey-Bitch

@Jimintoothbrush  I am very sorry that you have to go through that and I hope you have a good birthday despite the unfortunate circumstances
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Jimintoothbrush

Happy new year everyone let's remember to make this year better than the last year!

Jimintoothbrush

@crumpled_paperballs to be correct ME and jin are gonna babysit army's because remember I'm his wife!
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crumpled_paperballs

@Jimintoothbrush and he's gonna babysit us ALONE until hobi joins him
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crumpled_paperballs

@Jimintoothbrush YAAASSS OUR JINNIE IS COMING BACK SOONNNN!!!!
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crumpled_paperballs

Hello baby❤️ how are you!?

crumpled_paperballs

@Jimintoothbrush my holidays are over *cries*
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Jimintoothbrush

@crumpled_paperballs thank uuu and u 2!!
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crumpled_paperballs

@Jimintoothbrush haha, I hope you celebrate it well at your school. And very happy holidays to youu❤️
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