they/he 🐚 | Melancholy Dreamer | Fandom Gremlin 💌

There's a storm behind the smile, a story stitched from shadows and stardust.
I'm not throwing away my shot - not when the world is full of broken dreams, sharp edges, and the soft glow of hope.

I'm not an ace student, career workhorse, or force of ambition.
Just a damn good kid trying his best. 🌙
A little too much, a little too sensitive, a little too loud at the wrong moments - and yet still holding on.

I've learned that in the pursuit of great, we failed to do good,
but I'm still here, still trying -
because you've got a good heart. Don't ever lose it. 🌸

People say talk less, smile more, but I've never been good at silence.
If I can't make people smile, then I'll make them cry 💔 -
words are the only way I know how to stay seen.

I carry history on my back 📜 like it has its eyes on me,
and I wear my past like a patchwork flag, torn at the edges but defiantly raised.

🌒 It was never meant to be, maybe -
but I still show up. I still care. I still bleed.

I've made mistakes. Everyone does.
But if there's one thing I've learned,
loneliness is often the byproduct of a gifted mind. 💭

So I stay awake 🌌, and let my stories do the screaming for me.

I choose blood. or I choose softness, but I chose
 to be the one thing in life I can control. 🎭

Because maybe - just maybe -
the only problem in the world is an empty bottle.
Those were the best days of my life. 🥀

And even now, through cracked glass and hollow noise,
I still whisper:
"I hope this hurts."