I need sleep help

Uhm well not much to say I hate people love anime hate my family have alot of mental health problems I'm a full on weeb  I don't leave my room basically live in the dark I only leave for school  I rarely sleep I  am obsessed with fanfiction about anime I'm lesbian I eat way to much ramen well there is never to much ramen I have not that many friends my mom's dead and my whole family dislike me🙄😐