I always thought there was never an end to this and maybe it is true by the fact that no matter what happens, it will always be a part of me.

Life eventually gets in the way. You grow up. The fandom dramas turn to real life ones. You get new responsibilities and you'd barely be able to manage your time.

But here's the thing, being a fangirl has been a wonderful experience. I always look back on it with a heartwarming feeling. I was able to meet people around the world that, at one point in life, understood me better than anyone else. I felt music deep down to my core that I still listen to nowadays with nostalgia. I was able to have a platform where I expressed all the creativity I never would have thought I had.

So, yes, there's an end to all of these no matter when. So enjoy all of it while you can and never feel guilty about any of it.

Always grateful,
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  • JoinedFebruary 15, 2015

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