So recently I've figured out that I am not aromantic by falling for my best friends brother.
I'm surprised she even helped me through the shock considering the person who made me realize this is her older brother (he's only like a year older).
And because of this I need to let out some things I cannot tell her. I just.. Everything about him is just so... UGHH! He's so funny and adorable. His hair is so soft and his eyes are the most beautiful brown I have ever seen in my whole life. His laugh is so airy and beautiful Did I forget to mention his EYES?! I just want to rest my head in his lap while he runs his fingers through my hair because I don't even know why! He makes my heart beat so fast when he talks to me or laughs at one of my jokes. I can't help that I want to kiss him on the mouth. And when me and my friend go and bother him in his room, his sleepy face is just so perfect and his hair is so messy.
Ahaha... Yup :)
