nonbianarywriter

Does anyone else like the Arcana (the game/story thing)? And if you do, who is your favorite love interest? 
          	
          	Mine is Asra, or Julian. They are both very pretty, and the only ones I’ve actually done the story thing for (except a bit of Lucio’s)

nonbianarywriter

Does anyone else like the Arcana (the game/story thing)? And if you do, who is your favorite love interest? 
          
          Mine is Asra, or Julian. They are both very pretty, and the only ones I’ve actually done the story thing for (except a bit of Lucio’s)

nonbianarywriter

I’m tired, but I’m forcing myself to write; I might not post though. Does anyone have any suggestions for ships and/or situations for one-shots? I’m open to almost anything to get me more motivated 

murderontheway

@nonbianarywriter hey! You are not that bad! Come on give yourself some credit for writing them! You can try watching thai bl series if that gets you motivated, well atleast it did give me motivation to think about some one shot fanfics!
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nonbianarywriter

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So wattpad hasn’t really been working on my computer so I am currently on my moms iPad doing shit and I had over 200 notifications. I was gone for like a couple weeks but still that’s a fuck ton of notifications. 

nonbianarywriter

I comment on a lot of things though
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stars_vhs

Wow the maximum I get is like 20-22 from uodated stories or reply’s to mg comments no one misses me that much lmao 
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nonbianarywriter

So, I've been reading this very slow long slow burn (I'm only on chapter 4), and it has made me (at least a little bit) genuinely happy. I think I just needed a break from the internet for a while. Over the weekend I binged Brooklyn Nine-Nine, and just sat on the couch playing games on my phone.

nonbianarywriter

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I'm a dumbass and forgot to put the link in. So here it is:
            https://archiveofourown.org/works/16878510/chapters/39638559
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nonbianarywriter

Do you know how you and your mind are the only things you can really control in life? And how scary it is to not have control anymore? I feel like my mind and control are slowly slipping away, and I'm powerless to stop it. I don't find joy in the things that used to make me so inconceivably happy. Everything I once loved makes me sick. I'm just not happy. 
          
          The one good thing about this situation is: I'm not suicidal. I have had some of those thoughts in the past, but if I die, I won't be able to take my dog out on walks, I will never see my friends and family again, and I need to at least outlive the Cheato in the white house. 
          
          I want to be happy, I really do, but nothing helps. If you read this, thank you. I know most people would just skip by this without a second thought because it's a big block of text. But thank you.

RJackson7

@nonbianarywriter And I hope that day is soon
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RJackson7

@nonbianarywriter I hope you can be happy again one day
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