Fix You

Part 03

Disclaimer: The song that Shen Wei's sang at this chapteris the translation of mandarin song by Eric Chou, the original title is 如果雨之後 (Ru Guo Yu Zhi Hou) means The Chaos After You. It's really nice song,I put the link above just in case you want to hear that song. It's one of myfavourite song from Eric Chou, by the way.

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Shen Wei's felt his shoulder was a little bit aching but of course he couldn't do anything. Sometimes, Shen Wei can be opportunist too, especially when some rare occasion occurring, like this time. Zhao Yunlan suddenly fell asleep on his shoulder and because Shen Wei loves this man dearly, he would never miss a chance to get closer with Zhao Yunlan like this.

"Ah Yunlan, it's really nice you know to get close like this, and you actually so sweet when you are not grumpy" Shen Wei whispered to his sleeping husband while kept caressing Zhao Yunlan's hair gently "I really looking forward to the time when we finally love each other" Shen Wei smiled when Zhao Yunlan stirred in his sleep only to find the perfect and more comfortable position.

"You know when I was in Prague, I wrote so many songs, as you know I learned music in university and Prague really the best city for you to learn music. But mostly my songs is more like happy and love story. Maybe because I never sad so I don't have a feel to write a sad one. But yesterday, I wrote a sad song, I don't know if it called sad one but suddenly that idea appeared just before I went to bed. Do you want to hear it?" Shen Wei didn't wait for the latter to answer because he knew that Zhao Yunlan was still sleeping so he started sing, slowly.

Shen Wei knew as a great musician but he didn't want to be an artist, he just wanted to teach and make a song for himself in his spare time. He actually has a very beautiful voice and his students loves him so much when he sings for them.

"If after the rain, tears still won't stop flowing, if after the sorrow, my gaze becomes more persistent, That pair of hands which I can't hold, That affection no longer received by anyone"

Shen Wei continued "Just like the cloud drifting across the sky endlessly, If after the rain, the heart is still jealous, If after sorrow, I lose my warmth, Don't want anyone else to pamper you, But I cannot hold on to anything of yours, We have not ended, I won't admit defeat"

Shen Wei stopped for a while, he just wondered why he wrote a song like that. He was so sad and afraid that his dream might come true.

"I just want to say, I have loved seriously, what's wrong did two people in love commit, to deserve a love so torturous, I have loved deeply. In my heart, you never have left, if you want to leave, take me with you" Shen Wei didn't realize that his eyes were wet, he was so sensitive even after the sad movie, he would cry.

"Me who didn't protect you well, what's right do I have to wish, to hear you love me once again, have you heard of it? I've got a smile on my face, Become the person whom I promised to be, Waiting for you to start all over again with me"

"So, how was that? Did my song touch you Yunlan? No? you are so cruel to me" Shen Wei chuckled "Yunlan, are you still sleeping?"

"Yes......" Zhao Yunlan answered and it actually made Shen Wei shock

"You....." Shen Wei waved his hand in front of Zhao Yunlan's face but the latter didn't move even just a little "You can talk when you sleep, omg" Shen Wei tried to hold his laughter "Zhao Yunlan, is there someone that you love?"

"Yes"

"Who is it?" Shen Wei tried to ask

"It's a secret"

"Is it Shen Wei?"

"No" Zhao Yunlan answered "It's a secret"

"Then what do you think about Shen Wei?"