Thorns ( taennie mafia au)

Part 19

No.
No.
No.

My emotionless eyes just stared at everything around me which had suddenly slowed down. Everything was in slo-mo

All my members bursting into tears, falling too the ground. Some screaming while others were rushing to the doctor asking him if what he just said was true

I was the only person in the room at a normal pace, everything else, everyone else were slowed

I did nothing, I couldn't do anything, I just stared at the door behind the doctor

It was like that for about five minutes when suddenly my body and mind realised what had happened. It was as if it recoiled itself and was suddenly filled with so much of pain as if I had taken the pain of everyone present here

My eyes started blurring with tears and I had started vibrating, I was shaking and had started sobbing uncontrollably

Oh no.

He was gone.

NO.

I was unable to breathe, my palms had started sweating and All I wanted to do was dig a hole and bury myself in it forever

I was pulled into a tight hug from somewhere

"Calm down Jennie, calm down" the person whispered in my ear

I pulled away from the person and walked up to the doctor

"Doctor? What happened? What went wrong?"

"Jennie he had suffered to many bruises, apparently the accident was too brutal for his body too handle, his external jugular vein had been busted open and was bleeding a lot due to the accident, we weren't there with him in time to put it back together or stick it up, There's a -135% chance he'll survive, we've done what's supposed to be done but in this case is doctors just consider the person dead, there's no way he can live, im sorry."

Saying this baekhyun left and only us 11 people were left

I wiped my tears and looked back at my team standing a bit strong, they were all still a mess, don't even get me started on the girls, even the boys though, they were always a team not only for job but even as friends.

"Ok guys"

It was hard to speak without breaking down

"Let's...head home now"

"I'm sure he's- on life su-pport so we can co-me visit every da-y"

With this I helped the people on the ground up and gave everyone present in the room a tight hug and guided them all to the exit

Bidding everyone a bye, I headed back into the hospital, it felt as if a piece of me had been taken away, it hurt.

I headed back to Jackson's door, looking through the tiny glass window on the door

There he was, our mood maker tied in every kind of wires having an oxygen mask on his mouth and nose and having thick layers of bandages around his head and his arms and legs. He looked so weak

The guy who once used to always have a smile on his face was now wearing a deep frown and I just wished I would've been the person to drop him at home that time, they would've never happened

I was upset . Upset at myself , what kind of pathetic leader was I, one who couldn't even take care of her members, one who wasn't strong enough for her members, one who broke down infront of them, one who couldn't even be there for all her members, one who could've been the reason of one of her members death..