was laying in bed and didn't have the will to move
I smile but all I feel is sadness
Everytime I think I'm okay, I'm not and I go back to the start all over again
Tossing and turning
In my own despair
Thinking when will it all end
To feel no emotion is mad
But all I feel is sad
Hopefully I find a way to end it all and laugh
To feel or not to feel
Isn't that a drag
Why do you have to think about it
Can't it just be that
Why do I feel so alone
Why do I feel like a hoax
Feeling like I lost hope but still grasping for air instead
What is the meaning of dysfunctional
An interlude of being stagnant
Maybe it's just me instead
Hoping to just breath again
Coz I think I just lost consciousness
BINABASA MO ANG
Body without Mind
PoetryA glimpse into the mind of an empath, bearing in mind the toll of what can't be controlled but instead manifested into the mind's darkest creations.
