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𝕍𝕀. 𝔽𝕚𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝔽𝕣𝕖𝕖

Cas sat in the studio, being completely done with the guys for a bit as she finally got the chance to work on her new song.

"Maybe I should turn around and take the other road
Or maybe I'm just looking for what I already know
I'm just wondering" She sang softly as she gracefully played the piano.

"If I could go back and change the past
Be a little braver than I had
And bet against the odds
Would I still be lost?
Even if I woke up in my dreams
Would there still be something I'm missing?
If I had everything
Would it mean anything to me?"

"Would it be enough?
Or would I still be wondering?" She finished. She smiled brightly as she realized that she finally finished her song 'Wondering'. She sighed contently but that changed when Luke poofed into the studio.

"Cas! I just got us a huge gig!" He smiled but Cas just rolled her eyes. "Hey, what's up, why the long face?" He asked.

"I don't know. Depends if you and the guys actually show up this time," She shot back and Luke sighed.

"Cas, I apologized a thousand times already. What more do you want from me?" He asked.

"I don't know! But I'm not forgiving you until Julie does. You ruined her first chance since she lost her mom for her," She said.

"This is about Julie?" Luke asked confused.

"Of course it's about Julie!" Cas exclaimed.

"Why? Why do you care so much?" Luke asked. "You know what, why do you care at all? Every time Julie and I hang out you get all weird and angry for no reason!" He added with a small hint of anger.

"Because I'm jealous!" Cas exclaimed with frustrated tears in her eyes. "Now good? It's because I'm jealous." She said in a low tone.

"Why? Wait—Cas, do you... like me?" Luke asked carefully, as if not to hurt her feelings.

"No," Cas said and Luke looked confused. "I'm bisexual." She sighed as anger somehow started building up in her.

"You're what? A bicycle?" Luke said confused and Cas let out a frustrated sigh.

"No, bisexual. It means I'm attracted to two or more genders," She explained and Luke slowly started to piece some things together. "I'm not jealous because I like you. I'm jealous because I like Julie." She finished as she looked down.

"Cas... I—" Luke tried but Cas stopped him.

"One word to anyone and you're dead, got it." She hissed with anger and tears in her eyes.

"Cas..." Luke tried again but Cas just simply poofed out. Not being able to handle the situation anymore.

👻

Cas didn't know why she did it. She guessed for some weird feeling of comfort. But she somehow went to a cemetery, and soon enough she found it.

Cassandra Mercer

Beloved daughter, sister and friend

May she rest in peace

She stared at the headstone for a good second before her legs gave in and she sat down on the ground. She hugged her knees close as she softly started sobbing. Letting out every emotion she had been holding in for the past few days. She noticed that there were a few flowers at her grave, which gave her hope that people still cared about her.