The Nyctophilia

Sing

I do not own any song that I put in here but the chapter will include it like it's hers. ‼️

I was in the grass from where Draco would hang out on the tree but I liked to lean on the tree and sit on the ground when no one was around. I had my note book with me but I couldn't figure out what song I wanted to write down, over time my grams told me that I had a beautiful voice and should use it to my advantage. The Yule ball was coming up and I wanted to sing, I've never sang in front of a crowd but there's a first for everything. I've spent that last 4 days with Cedric just hanging out and laughing, he was my friend my only friend. Draco bought my dress that matched with his but I wasn't worried Draco had amazing taste. I stared at the blank piece of parchment paper, I didn't know where to start. So I hum and sang a song quietly not to loud. There where many muggle singers who I enjoyed listing.

"Hmhmhhh mhmhh hhuhuhm hubuhmhum humu" I began to sing a muggle song called say you won't let go

My grams said that she knew I would always be someone but little did she know how wrong she was. She always used to take me out of that hole or mess I was in, now I'm alone but then again I have Harry ame Draco. I kept in humming and wrote down words on my note book.

"That's quite nice"

I turned to see Harry, I smiled at him and he sat down in front of me. It was a comfortable moment of silence, Harry began to pick stands of the grass.

"Is there something you need Harry?" I asked nicely

"Um, no, I just wanted to, uh, see how your doing with the whole...thing with Sirius and Oliver" Harry said pushing his glass up

"I'd like to believe I've been doing better, I've been spending a lot of time with Cedric-"

"I was gonna ask you about that, what's he been up too with you l?" Harry asked curious

"Relax Harry he's just my friend, my only friend right now" I said looking up at the sky

"That's not true, Hermione and Ron are you friends but you just haven't been around much" Harry said

"I don't know, anyways I've been spending lots of time with Ced and he helps keep my mind off of everything. So does Draco, I'm going to the Yule ball with him. I felt like someone stabbed me that day Harry" I said turning away from him

I looked anywhere but his eyes, I felt Harry's hand on mine as he grabbed it gently. I felt tears building up in my eyes but I kept myself strong.

"You know he didn't mean it right. He was worried about you-"

"Harry"

"- He really was, you where gone for five months Syden of course he was going to be upset. I agree it wasn't fair what he said but it's because he was mad that you left, he was worried sick!-" Harry said rapidly

"HARRY STOP! Sirius told me I killed my mum! How can you say that to your own child, it's hard to hear yourself say it every day but when someone like Sirius say it in your mind you realize that it's actually true" I said angry

"You should talk to him...Syden please I'm begging you! I'll even bring you back as soon as you want, just go talk to him and if you decided you want to leave I'll come back with you. At least you'll know you tried...you won't regret it" Harry said convincingly

"Fine Harry but as soon as I tell you I want to leave, we leave" I said seriously

"Great!" Harry said smiling, I rolled my eyes and gave in to a smile

"So who are you taking to the Yule ball?" I asked raising my brows

"Uh, I don't know yet maybe...Luna Lovegood, she's a good friend and loving person. Hermione is going with Ron but they've been arguing like a married couple so I don't know" Harry said