The void. That's where it all starts somehow in your brain. It is always this big darkness and loud silence that's invading you and terrifies you. However, you've always known this. You could feel your body floating on a soft and grainy floor everytime you're in this situation.
And by the time your mind is still trying to comprehend this state, you could hear mumbling scream and sounds. It comes further and further until it goes by buzzing your ears. You start to slowly open your eyes.
It feels so heavy..
- "Y/N !"
Your vision is troubled but you could still see a familiar face by the fog.
This voice.. who was it again..?
- "Y/N ! Wake up please !"
You couldn't open your eyes more than that yet, you're trying to look around you. By the time you saw your hands glued to your chest and covered in blood, you were starting to panic.
But panicking is even too hard for you at this point.
Your body suddenly goes back to reality, as if you were in another dimension. The floor is hard and you don't float anymore, instead, you're trembling. You try desperately to get up, but you absolutely can't, you're too weak. Among the rigid floor you could feel two massive protections covering the back of your knees and your back. You felt like floating again with a tiny bit of breeze. Your eyes still blurred by the panic, you could define clearly a familiar face.
- "Erwin.."
His piercing and determined azure eyes brings you back to distant memories that you could barely remember but yet you cherish those memories more than anything.In a last breath, you suddenly you close your eyes again.
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A warm light brightens softly the void that you're used to, you breath a particular smell that resonate with you, it was the smell of old rusty books. Your vision clears up again. The light of the windows was reflected by your desk, your gaze stuck on professor Smith. Strangely, History with professor Smith seemed so interesting for you.
Suddenly, you hear the noise of a chair scraping from the old rusty wooden floor, you turn your head to your right to see someone standing the arm up in the air. It was a little blonde boy with blue eyes and pronounced eyebrows.- " Excuse me professor but, how did they find out that there aren't any humans outside the Walls? "
Always bold question that's typically Erwin. However, his questions always seemed interesting and unique to you.. He's right, how can we know that there's no human outside the Walls..
In your childhood, you had 2 most important friend to your eyes : Jules and Erwin.
Jules and you have grown up in lower classes, the both of you were assigned to help your parents with the chores and that's what made the both of you inseparable. As far as you remembered, Erwin and Jules had always been with you. Since your little kid you had the same convictions: discover the world that is hidden by the Walls. Although, Erwin was the most devoted and bold of all three. You encountered Erwin by Jules, who met him and got a friend in the village and as soon as you met Erwin it was like an electroshock, you felt like you were destined to be friends.
As far as you remembered, Erwin and Jules had always been with you. Since your little kid you had the same convictions: discover the world that is hidden by the Walls. Although, Erwin was the most devoted and bold of all three.This friendship forged you and your friends to always stay loyal to your friend and to your convictions.
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- " Y/N ? "
You wake up quickly, your bust up, panting and trying to reach for air as much as you could. You promptly look at your right hand that was still glued to your chest, you could feel your heart beating against it. There was no trace of blood anymore, but instead bandages.- " Ah ! Finally you're awake ! "
Your eyes settled on the person interpellating you, then you examine all around you. You're in a sort of tent where many soldiers are sent to be healed.
- " Elise ? Is that you ? "
- " Oh ! And you remember me ? What a miracle " She giggled.
- " Enough laughing, where am I ? And where are the others ? "- " No don't worry everythings fine, we didn't have that much loss. On the contrary we killed more titans than we lost soldier. "
And there she smiles. Elise, you remember meeting her during the intense trainings as a soldier. She was such a good example, so as you. You've always tried to reach perfection. And by that, the both of you tried to compete each other to have the first place and that's how your friendship began.- " How did I ended up here ? I was on the battlefield like 10 minutes ago.. I don't understand what happened to me ? Did someone saved me ? "
- " Welp, listen Y/N. I know you really don't want to hear that but yes someone helped you. "
- " I fucking knew it. Who was it ? If it's Jules again I swear I'm-"
- " It was Erwin, Y/N. "
- " Erwin..? "

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Don't forget about me. ― Erwin x Reader.
General FictionYou've known each other since forever and each step further in the Survey Corps with him makes you question your whole emotions and conviction. Are you really meant to be in the Survey Corps ? Or are you just afraid of loosing him ? Hello ! Hope yo...