"Why Sana, among all people you could've chosen instead of her? Why did you do that to her?" Tzuyu feigned a cool, unbothered look as she hid the fury in her eyes.
Jungkook took a deep breath.
He knew that Tzuyu, among everyone else, deserved to know, but at the same time, he didn't know how to explain it to her, without making her feel angry.
"You know how badly Jieun hurt me, and at that time, I wanted to hurt her back, but I just couldn't. Even though she has cheated me, I still had feelings for her, lingering within me. I couldn't hurt her directly.
That's why, to let go of the pain she had brought me, I chose to hurt other girls instead, girls whom I had never developed feelings for.
At that time, the only thing on my mind was to hurt them the way she hurt me. I didn't care about their feelings, and I felt slightly better, knowing at least I'm not the only one who's suffering from heartbreak."
Tzuyu stiffened her deadly snare. He's so selfish.
Jungkook didn't seem to notice, and continued,
"I didn't choose Sana on-purposely because I hated her. No. I didn't hate her at all.
I was just jealous that she could remain so cheery and bright, and could keep her academic results at the top of the class, when at that time, I was simply trying to pass the exams, while straining to forget about my pain." He spoke his feelings so honestly, as if he didn't realize Tzuyu's presence beside him.
"Seeing her so happy made my jealousy grow, and I wanted to carry out my revenge on her. When she confessed to me that she liked me, I thought my plan couldn't go any smoother, but it did. It only took me two months to finish her off."
Tzuyu tried to swallow her anger.
Jealousy for someone else' s happiness and good grades isn't a valid reason for killing her! You took my best friend's life just because you are jealous of her?! What a lame excuse.
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Jungkook obviously couldn't sense Tzuyu's seething anger, and he took her soft hand in his.
"Tzuyu-ah, I'm telling you all this because I know you will stay by my side even if you know about my troubled past, like how I will too, for you. I know that you have forgiven me, even if I don't deserve it, so you wouldn't mind knowing the truth.
I'm glad that I've met you and finally untangled all the knots in my heart. A few months before, I promised myself that if I could get your heart, I will never hurt another girl again. And I'm proud to say that I've achieved that goal.
Even if it's you against the rest of the world, I won't hesitate to side with you, because you are my answer, my love, my everything."
He looked at Tzuyu for some reaction, but her eyes seemed completely distant, as if she had not been listening to what he was saying just now. He sighed fondly, "You're probably tired. Let's go back to the dorm."
He offered his hand to Tzuyu, who, unable to process what she had just heard, accepted it with a forced smile. They shared a small kiss, under the moon, at the entrance of Tzuyu's dorm building, and when Jungkook finally had his back turned, Tzuyu's gaze immediately hardened.
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Just now, even though she had been pretending to be lost in her own thoughts, she had heard everything Jungkook had said. She wanted to give him one last chance, to know his real reasons behind Sana's death, before she carried out the final blow.
She thought it could heal her broken heart, but it didn't. It only made her even angrier. Jungkook, a few months later, and we'll see if you can maintain that love for me.
She switched on her phone and looked at Sana's photos. She spoke to them, as if she could somehow speak to the memory of her best friend. A tear dripped down her chin onto the earthy ground.
"Just hang in there. Your revenge is finally ready to be executed."
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I'm sorry if you find this chapter boring, because this book is ending but I have no idea how to end it. Please tell me about your suggestions in the comments. Thanks and saranghae!! :)
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Heart Breaker (Tzukook ff)
Fanfiction[editing] When Tzuyu goes to pay Jungkook back for a sin he had committed, what will happen when she unexpectedly falls for him? How can she juggle those feelings to be able to execute her revenge on him? "Tzuyu, I love you." "J-jungkook, I hate you...
