The boy that made me believe in love

After Miguel

I woke up with tear-stained cheek and blood-red eyes since the current event of last night. I had spent my night crying into my pillow and listening to driver license by Oliva Rodrigo till about 3 am till I had drifted to sleep. I had told Miguel how I felt about him after about 6 months of liking him. The next text I got was him telling me he was sorry but he liked someone else, a blonde life fucking amazing

Luckily it was Saturday so I didn't have to wake up for school. I checked the time it was 11:35 am. I stayed looking at my bedroom ceiling for 30 minutes not having the energy to get up.¨ding" I heard from my phone my best friend Clara along with Levi in our group chat texted me.  

                      sad bleep :( 

Clara: hey liv how you hold up 

Levi: yeah how are you? 

You: All alright I guess I just want to be alone right now is that fine? 

Clara: ofc Bebe take your time  

Levi: that fine talk to use when you can ok                                                                                                                  Seen by Oliva/ Clara 

 I put my phone down to start to get up, it was 12:01 pm when I walked downstairs. once I walked into the living room I saw my mom ¨ good afternoon¨ she said sarcastically told me I gave her a small breathy laugh then greeted her back. I walked myself to the kitchen and ate some frosted flake.  once I finished eating  I walked into my room grabbed some clothes to shower. While I was showering I thought about everything with Miguel. How I was so stupid to let him in so easily, how I made myself vulnerable to him and those little moments we had but I was just foolish and gullible to believe he cared for me. I found myself crying then realized how long I was just standing there and quickly showered then changed 

 I walked out I saw my older brother Alejandro looking at me I said ¨hi¨ ¨hey¨ he said back with a worried tone in his voice I thought nothing of it. I walked into my room what more watched Criminal mind on my computer. I watched 3 episodes until my brother walked into my room ¨ are you ok? I heard you crying last night and this morning in the shower so what wrong?" he looked me in the eyes I could tell he was worried at that moment I broke down and cried in front of him. he came up to me and hugged me as I cried into his neck he rubbed my back ¨  what wrong Olivia ¨ Ale and I were only a year apart so I was ok with telling him since he also knew about everything between me and Miguel. he was a bit overprotective but that ok so I told him what happened the text saying he was sorry cause he liked someone else a blonde which was the best part. We just sat there as I cried. after 10 minutes " wanna go get food¨he asked  ¨ yeah¨ I said fighting my tears as I smiled and let out a little laugh

As he walked out I tried to control the tear still falling from my face like a water fountain running.