I've had a crush on the most popular girl in school for years but there's no possible way she likes me back
¿De qué está hecho tu corazón?
Dime que no está vacío
Que yo tengo el mío lleno de ilusiones contigo
we kissed once for a school play but it lasted a little too long, I couldn't tell whether she was actually kissing me for real like I was or just got a little carried away.
Tic tock, we took it too far
"Hey, y/n" I heard a voice call out to me
"I know this is really random but would you like to maybe hang out sometime" I don't know what to say! I can't it'll ruin her image
"I- I'm sorry I have um p- plans" Y/N YOU'RE SO STUPID! SHE JUST ASKED YOU OUT AND YOU SAID NO!
"well then, maybe another time"
"y- yeah" I looked down sadly
Don't wanna say goodbye
Stop killing our fire (our fire)
Time is running out
How could you do this to us, we were flying?
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it's been a week since I last saw Ava I've been in my room punching a punching bag I had. I'm quiet and awkward at school but in real life instead of getting depressed and disappointed I get irritated and aggressive. I wanna forget about it but how could you forget anything having to do with someone like her.
Si no puedo borrar las estrellas
No me pidas que olvide tu huella
"Y/n you have someone here to see you" my mom called from downstairs
"is it Brina?" I asked referring to my best friend Sabrina Carpenter
"no I've never met this friend of yours she says her name is, Ava."
my eyes widened at the mention of her name I never cry but I was about to, If I let her up I'd have a chance to fix everything but I'll be too embarrassed to speak
I die every night and every day
Crying my way to the Moon
How come there is no other way?
I don't wanna live without you
I heard a knock on my door and hesitantly opened it
"hey we need to talk I know you probably don't feel the same way about me but I really like you and I had to get it off my chest"
I wanted to say something but the words wouldn't come out I love her and I want her to be mine but I can't build up the courage to tell her
Te busco en cada amanecer
Y en el último rayo de luz
Desarmo mi cuerpo otra vez
Me invento un nuevo tabú
I couldn't mess this up again so I panicked and kissed her she kissed back and we eventually pulled apart
She ran out I don't know why. Probably because she lost what ever 'feelings' she had for me when reality hit her like a bus
------another time skip brought to you by my bed time-----
Today's the day, you can't mess it up anymore than this maybe she still has feelings for me
I wish I could just go back to when she asked me to hang out, if I would've said yes we'd probably be dating by now
What can I do to take us back
Back to the very beginning
When only your eyes could see mine
Remember that?
Where is she? I told her to meet me here. If she doesn't show up how am I supposed to know how she feels? I looked at my watch, she should've been here 30 minutes ago.
Tic tac, suena el reloj
Llega el adiós
Socorro, no tengo bengalas
Si no queda amor
Dime qué siento entre el pecho y las alas
[Giannelle] Wait that wasn't terrible-
