If I could get her back I would but I messed it all up, I broke not only her heart but my own as well. I've been going to therapy a lot it makes me feel a little better but sometimes when I leave her office it just shatters again like it was only temporarily fixed.
A broken heart is all that's left
I'm still fixing all the cracks
Lost a couple of pieces when
I carried it, carried it, carried it home
I don't even know who I fully am anymore and it scares me. My head is full of thoughts I've never thought about before but it becomes empty in what feels like 0.2 seconds and when I try to think about anything else I can't.
I'm afraid of all I am
My mind feels like a foreign land
Silence ringing inside my head
Please, carry me, carry me, carry me home
I loved her with everything I had and I left with no love at all.
Oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh
All I know, all I know loving you is a losing game
