maybe I was only meant to love in distance
always so good but never good enough
just maybe that was the purpose of my existence
or the bittersweet results of never growing up
you see, there are people meant to be seen,
exposed by the sunlight, studied by those eyes
then there are people like me, the ones you find in between
mediocre beings, hiding behind the rain and the grey skies
a breaking point, a melancholic ending
the wish of my presence slowly and steady descending
this is it, I tell myself
bound to happen when you are truly being you
what did you expect? your true colors will leave you having no one to turn to
it is so dark inside my heart, but I am used to it
the lights turned off, I hide away, brightness becoming the fear, even if it's just a little bit
maybe I was meant to love you in distance,
just maybe when I got lost in the comfort of your eyes, I allowed my reality, even just for a moment, to be twisted
YOU ARE READING
The blue flower that taught me how to live
Poetry''Because the world is so full of death and horror, I try again and again to console my heart and pick the flowers that grow in the midst of hell.'' -Herman Hesse Disclaimer: I don't own any of the videos, photos used for this book. Credits go out...
