mutual friends (dream x female reader)

fifteen

"clay and i will be right there. i just wanna watch the stars a bit more." i smiled at them

clay just looked at me. "hi" i giggled. "hey," clay responded. it was then that i realized how
close our faces were, our body heat radiating from against the other. i blushed. i couldn't hide it

i stared into his beautiful green eyes, he stared back. this was such a good moment. one i would want to remember forever

i felt my face redden even more as clay leaned in more. my body automatically moved closer to his, faces now inches apart.

clay moved the slightest bit, filling the space between our faces

right as he was about to kiss me, i heard a yell, "y/n!! clay!! cmon! it's getting late!" nicks scream made me jump backwards.

"i- umm, we should probably..." i trailed of, face reddening under the bright moonlight. "yeah, uh we should probably.." clay stuttered.

i quickly got up and speed walked to the car, opening the back seat door, and sat down. nicks at in the passenger seat, and george sat in the back with me

george gave me a look, "i'll tell you later." i whispered so only george could hear me. george nodded his head back to me in response

that was the scariest, yet best moment of my life. we were about to kiss. we were about to kiss?!?? i was about to kiss clay. wow

we pulled into clays house, and without a word, i pulled george out of the car, through clays house, and into george's room

"george..." i started, "something was about to happen before nick called us over and i don't know what to do." i started panicking

"y/n, calm down. deep breathes... breathe with me really quick, okay?" george's soothing voice said, breathing in and out. i followed george's breathes

"okay. i think i'm good," i took another breath, "george, clay almost kissed me. we almost kissed. when we were watching the sunset, everythubg hit me luck a bus of emotions. george..." i trailed of. "mhm?" he bummed, implying he wanted me to continue.

"george, i- i think i like clay. like, like like him. like, like like him more than a friend. like, like like him as a boyfriend. please, help" i started tearing up.

george stood up from his bed and walked out of the room. did i do something wrong? does he not approve of how i feel? oh god, i messed up. i really did-

my thoughts were cut off from a knock on the door. i quickly wiped my tears off my face and said, "come in!"

nick walked in and gave me a comforting smile and i tried to smile, but i couldn't. instead, i broke down in tears again. 'god y/n, get a grip'

without saying a word, nick walked over to
me and gave me a hug. i hugged him back, sobbing into his shoulder

"i- i'm a mess, nick. i doing know what i'm doing. i cant help myself. i'm trying to be happy and not cry, but i cant. i- i'm so confused." i sniffled

nicks said nothing, but he instead rubbed small circles on my back. still hugging him i continued, "nick, thank you. thank you for being such a good friend to me. i really don't deserve having such a good friend like you..." i hugged him tighter.

"y/n, you know i will always be here for you, no matter what. same with clay and george. i mean, we are your best friends for a reason. except for kaylie, of course. she'll always be your number one." he laughed, still stroking circles on my back

i got chills, but i wasn't cold. i really needed to collect myself before i make a stupid decision or do or say something i will regret. but the thing is, i don't know how

"nick, i don't know how to collect myself from this. i cant collect myself if i don't know what's wrong with me. i'm so confused."

i cried even more, still hugging nick. nicks rubbed my back and i melted into his arms. still sobbing and sniffling.

"y/n, i wish i could help you figure things out, and figure out what's bothering you, but the only person who can help you, is yourself. but just know.... i'm here for you." he comforted me.

i cried a but more, before taking a few deep breathes, following nicks rising and falling chest. i matched my breathes with his to get myself to calm down.

i hugged him tighter, him hugging me back. i'm glad to know nick has my back (literally). nick has always been so kind to me. i'm really lucky to have bumped into him at the mall that one day.

"you know nick," i started, nick still rubbing my back, "i'm really lucky to have bumped into you at the mall that day a few months ago. you are honestly one of the sweetest, most caring people i've ever met, and i'm just so grateful for you."

"y/n. you should not be saying all these things to me. i am the lucky, i am the one who should be thanking you for everything you have done for me. it honestly feels like we were meant to bump into each other that day." nick laughed at his last sentence

my mind was so foggy, no thoughts were running through my brain. before i knew it, i released from the hug and leaned my face towards nick, connected his lips with mine.

"y/n?? nick?? what the fuck are you two doing?!?" clay yelled, making me jump. 'shit. what did i just do' "clay- i-" i started. clay walked away. "clay!" i called back, running after him.

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