'shit',
I muttered under my breath as I felt tears form in my eyes, I looked up to try and stop the tears from coming out but they began to fall,
'Y/n hey hey hey',
Jack said quickly moving from his seat and sitting opposite me,
'aye what's going on deep breathes now',
Jack said trying to calm me down, I took a deep breath before wiping the tears from my face. Jack leaned forward and grabbed my hands,
'now tell me what's going on?',
Jack said, I breathed a few more time before finally looking him in the eyes,
'when we get back I'm quitting Phoenix',
I said to him, his eyes widened and he began to look at me confused, he shook his head slightly,
'what?!',
Jack said quite loudly, I looked at him sternly hinting for him to be quiet. He got closer to me,
'why?',
Jack asked extremely concerned. I took another deep breath trying to keeping myself from continuing to cry,
'Jack I uh',
I said stopping myself as I thought I was going to cry again,
'do you guys want a drink?',
Mac asked walking over to us, I looked away from him,
'nah we're all good thanks Mac',
Jack said, I waited till Mac walked away before looking back at Jack,
'you're leaving because of Mac?',
Jack asked me, I nodded my head. He quickly got up out of his chair, I realised he was walking over to Mac,
'Jack!',
I yelled out, all attention was on me. I took a deep breath, I softly smiled at everyone,
'I uh sorry guys I have something to say before Jack says anything',
I said, he looked at me annoyed,
'uh when we get back home I will be quitting Phoenix',
I said, everyone looked at me confused. Mac quickly walked towards and grabbed my hand pulling me into the bathroom. He let go of my hand and folded his arms, I leaned against the bench,
'are you quitting because of me?',
Mac asked me straight up, I nodded my head,
'y/n why?',
Mac asked me, I looked at him somewhat dumbfounded,
'Mac you broke up with me out of the blue, you were my family, you were my home and then you ended it',
I said to Mac beginning to cry, he avoided my eye contact,
'y/n I did it for your own safety',
Mac said, I looked at him confused,
'Murdoc threatened to kill you if I didn't break up with you',
Mac said, I let out my breath,
'why didn't you tell me?',
I asked him, he quickly walked closer to me and wrapped his arms around me,
'I thought it would be easier',
Mac said kissing the top of my head. I took a deep breath,
'whilst Murdoc is still out there I don't want to risk anything, especially you',
Mac said, I looked up at him and nodded my head,
'does this mean you're not quitting the Phoenix?'.
