'how the hell does that even happen?',
I whisper yelled as I waited for Mac to wake up from surgery, I began to pace around the room,
'y/n he's going to be fine',
Bozer said, I looked at him slightly annoyed beginning to shake my head, I walked over to him,
'but what if he hadn't Boze! I love where we work and what we do but I just can't stop thinking about each and every danger that we face when we go on a mission, even when we come home I get scared that someone is going to come into our house. I-I don't',
I said stopping as I could barely breath, Bozer's eyes widened as he realised that I was genuinely panicking and scared for the future, he grabbed onto my shoulders,
'y/n listen to me',
Bozer said, I made eye contact with him,
'he is okay, you are okay, everything is going to be okay',
Bozer said to me, I shook my head at him. I went to say something to him but a doctor walked through the door, we all looked towards him,
'he's awake and asking for his lovely and understanding girlfriend',
The doctor said, we all laughed slightly,
'that's me',
I said walking forward. I took a deep breath as we walked to his room,
'y/n I'm so sorry',
Mac said to me as I walked into his room, I softly smiled at him before shaking my head slightly. I quickly walked towards him and sat next to him on the edge of the bed,
'don't apologise Mac it's okay',
I said to him, he was still trying to wake up,
'this genuinely wasn't my fault',
Mac said, I laughed slightly,
'sure thing Mac',
I said slightly skeptical, I grabbed his hand,
'well now that I know that you're going to be okay and we get to spend another day or so together Matty wants me to go and find the man that did this'.
