It starts at her small house/apartment
My names Amelia I live in a small apartment by my self because my dad left me and abandoned me and my mom passed away after giving birth to me.
I don't have really anyone else I've been hurting ever since I was young after seeing my dad fight with his ((so called girlfriend)) but for me it just seemed like another washed up whore he found at the bar wile he was drunk.I never really had a father figure because he never payed attention to me and if he did he would always tell me to hide and run or to go in my room but I knew what was going on he would bring home girls from the bar and have sex with them and then cheat on erm. Me on the other hand I was 3 or 4 starting kindergarten heh I was always bullied I never really had friends except this one girl named Melanie we would always hang out always at her house tho because I never really wanted no one to know wear I lived and if I had any parents because still deep down inside I was hurting but I pushed it off. Years flew by and I'm still bullied and I was now. 10 this times things got worst my dad left me for a dumb whore and I was abandoned I used to live in my home but that burnt down after my dad gone crazy and almost burnt the house down with me in it I escaped happily then ran away. But anyways I wasin 3rd grade or 4th but I was still bullied and me and Melanie kinda..drifted here's how well the name calling that these kids said to me were kinda triggering they would call me useless, muted, retard, mistake, I remember those words
In the past :
Amelia: D..dad I..I'm sorry
Dad: NO UR NOT I F*CKING HATE YOU UR JUST A MISTAKE I WISH ME AND UR MOM NEVER HAD YOU
*he gets angry and throws a glass bottle of vodka at me*
*smash*
*blood* * fainting*
*dad left me wile I was bleeding to death and called me stupid*
*I woke up a little after that*
* feeling useless*
*I get up from the floor and try walking to the bathroom *shaking*
I then go and find a bandage to wrap up my wound*
I then fall back down from all the blood I've lost*
*hours later*
I wake up to the sound of my dad and hears a woman's voice*
Woman: ohh hiccups yaaaa les go too the couch
Dad: of course baby
*I then hear the sounds of erm*
Traumatized soo soo traumatized*
*I try so hard to plug my ears as I silently cry to my self under the bathroom sink*
Out of past:
I started crying everytime I heard those words the teachers tried comforting me but that didn't work.
The bullies would just yell in my ear calling me crybaby, stupid, useless, stupid child, heh
Hey guys hope I enjoyed this chapter let me know if u loved it or not I'm working very hard on this next chapter will be about
Amelia's best friend Melanie
Anyways glad to have new content I will continue the invader zim story but I wanted to do something different
Soo ya bye guys
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