𝐝𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐲'𝐬 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝟏𝟏 ⋮ @𝐝𝐚𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐛𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢

❝ it's okay ❞

i'm a liar.

i always say, "it's okay," or, "i'm okay," but how often do i really mean it?

i usually say, "it's okay," in a high-pitched voice when i mean it, i think. when it's in a low voice, i'm usually hurt and trying to avoid having to admit the pain i'm in.

i've always detested revealing too much about how i feel.

i'm pretty sure that whenever i say, "i'm okay," that i never mean it. it's a facade. i just want the subject to change.

i put too much value on everything but myself and how i feel. sometimes, i wish i didn't care so much about others or keeping up the norm.

i hate myself so. much.

y'know what's worse? whenever i say, "it's okay," or, "i'm okay," i'm always secretly hoping they'll see through it and keep asking and show that they really care hhhh.

maybe i won't give a real answer, but it means something to me.

(1.28.21)