𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐁𝐎𝐘

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ᴏɴᴇ

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The air smelled of paper and dust and years. Before him, tall wooden shelves rose up into dimness, crammed with leather bound books and bins of ancient scrolls. A faint yellow glow filtered through the stacks from some hidden lamp. Torsten blew out the taper he carried, preferring not to risk an open flame amidst so much old dry paper. Instead he followed the light, wending his way down the narrow aisles beneath barrel vaulted ceilings. All in black, he was a shadow among shadows, dark of hair, long of face, grey of eyes. Black moleskin gloves covered his hands, the right because it was burned, the left because a man felt half a fool wearing only one glove.
Samwell Tarly sat hunched over a table in a niche carved into the stone of the wall. The glow came from the lamp hung over his head. He looked up at the sound of Torsten's steps. "Have you been here all night?" Torsten asked.

"Have I?" Samwell looked startled.

"You didn't break your fast with us, and your bed hadn't been slept in." Rast suggested that maybe Samwell had deserted, but Jon and Torsten never believed it. Desertion required its own sort of courage, and Samwell had little enough of that.

"It is morning? Down here there's no way to know." Samwell admitted.

"Sam, you're a sweet fool." Torsten said. "You'll miss that bed when we're sleeping on the cold hard ground, I promise you." Torsten offered the fat boy a soft smile. Samwell yawned.

"Maester Aemon sent me to find maps for the Lord Commander. I never thought... Torsten, the books, have you ever seen their like... there are thousands!" Samwell exclaimed and Torsten chuckled at the gleeful boy. Torsten gazed about him.

"Aye, I have." Torsten told him. "Spent my whole life here, Sam, but I'm yet to read them all."

"Oh yes." Samwell said solemnly, his hand swept over the table, fingers plump as sausages indicating the clutter of books and scrolls before him. "The paint has faded, but you can see where the mapmaker marked the sites of Wildling villages, and there's another book... where is it now? I was reading it a moment ago." He shoved some scrolls aside to reveal a dusty volume bound in rotted leather. "This!" He said reverently. "Is the account of a journey from the Shadow Tower all the way to Lorn Point on the Frozen Shore, written by a ranger named Redwyn. It's not dated, but he mentions a Dorren Stark as King in quest. Torsten, they have giants! Redwyn even traded with the children of the forest, it's all here." Ever so delicately, he turned pages with a finger. "He drew maps as well, see." Torsten already knew about the rangers journey he'd read the books himself, yet he didn't want to ruin the older boy's happiness, so he patiently listened.

"Maybe you could write an account of our ranging, Sam." He'd meant to sound encouraging, but it was the wrong thing to say. The last thing Samwell needed was to be reminded of what faced them on the morrow. He shuffled the scrolls about aimlessly.

"There's more maps. If I had time to search... everything's a jumble. I could set it all to order, though, I know I could, but it would take time... well, years, in truth." Torsten plucked a scroll from a bin.

"Mormont wanted those maps a little sooner than that." He blew off the worst of the dust. A corner flaked off between his fingers as he unrolled it. "Look, this one is crumbling." He said, frowning over the faded script.

"Be gentle." Samwell came around the table and took the scroll from his hand, holding it as if it were a wounded animal. "The important books used to be copied over when they needed it. Some of the oldest have been copied half a hundred times, probably."

"Well, don't bother copying that one. Twenty three barrels of pickled cod, eighteen jars of fish oil, a cask of salt..." Torsten began.

"An inventory." Samwell said. "Or perhaps a bill of sale." Torsten shook his head at the fat boy.

"Who cares how much pickled cod they ate six hundred years ago?" Torsten wondered.

"I would." Samwell carefully replaced the scroll in the bin from which Torsten had plucked it. "You can learn so much from ledgers like that, truly you can. It can tell you how many men were in the Night's Watch then, how they lived, what they ate..."

"They ate food." Said Torsten. "And they lived as we live."

"If you say so." Torsten was doubtful. Treasure meant gold, silver, and jewels, not dust, spiders and rotting leather.

"I do." The fat boy blurted. He was older than Torsten, a man grown by law, but it was hard to think of him as anything but a boy. "I found drawings of the faces in the trees, and a book about the tongue of the children of the forest... works that even the Citadel doesn't have, scrolls from old Valyria, counts of the seasons written by maesters dead a thousand years..."

"The books will still be here when we return." Torsten sighed, brushing his fingertips over a scroll.

"If we return." Samwell muttered.

"The Old Bear is taking two hundred seasoned men, three quarters of them rangers. Qhorin Halfhand will be bringing another hundred brothers from the Shadow Tower. You'll be as safe as if you were back in your lord father's castle at Horn Hill." Samwell managed a sad little smile.

"I was never very safe in my father's castle either." The gods had played cruel jests, Torsten thought. Pypar and Toad, all a lather to be a part of the great ranging, were to remain at Castle Black. It was Samwell Tarly the self-pro-claimed coward, grossly fat, timid, and near as bad a rider as he was with a sword, who must face the haunted forest. The Old Bear was taking two cages of ravens, so they might send back word as they went. Maester Aemon was blind and far too frail to ride with them, so his steward must go in his place.

"We need you for the ravens, Sam. And someone has to help me and Jon keep Grenn humble." Samwell's chin quivered.

"You could care for the ravens, or Grenn could, or anyone." He said with a thin edge of desperation in his voice. "I could show you how. Jon knows his letters too, he could write down Lord Mormont's messages as well as I." Samwell said.

"We're the Old Bear's stewards. We'll need to squire for him, tend his horse, set up his tent. We won't have time to watch over birds as well. Sam, you said the words. You're a bound brother of the Night's Watch now." Torsten said and Samwell shook his head.

"A brother of the Night's Watch shouldn't be so scared." He said.

"We're all scared. We'd be fools if we weren't." Too many rangers had been lost the past two years, even Benjen Stark, Jon's uncle.
They had found two of his men in the wood, slain, but the corpses had risen in the chill of the night. Torsten's burnt fingers twitched as he remembered. He still saw the Wight in his dreams, dead Othor with the burning blue eyes and the cold black hands, but that was the last thing Samwell needed to be reminded of. "There's no shame in fear, Lord Mormont told me that, what matters is how we face it. Come, I'll help you gather up the maps." Samwell nodded unhappily. The shelves were so closely spaced that they had to walk single file as they left. The vault opened onto one of the tunnels that brothers called the womwalks, winding subterranean passages that linked the keeps and towers of Castle Black under the earth.
In the summer the wormwalks were seldom used, save by rats and other vermin, but winter was a different matter. When the snows drifted forty and fifty feet high and the ice winds came howling out of the north, the tunnels were all that held Castle Black together.

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