On Purpose | Kai Havertz

7.

- You guys suck - Mason said for the third time in the past five minutes

- Can you get over it? You were with the Chelsea boys anyways - Declan said laughing and eating the pancakes I had made, one thing about me: I'll eat pancakes whenever I can

- He's been a drama queen - I shot at the older one of the three

- If my invitation would've arrived I would have ditched the Chelsea gathering and would've come here, but you guys didn't want me - He said and I rolled my eyes

- Get over it Mount

- You already woke us up, now just shush - Declan said agreeing with me - Eat the pancakes - He interrupted what the Chelsea player was about to start saying.

Well, Mason woke up to the stories that Declan posted which caused Mason to barge into my house at 9AM on a Sunday... why? That's the million dollar question

We heard a lot of complaining from him and a lot of drama on how I didn't care about him and how we wanted to ditch him from the friend group, all made up by him so that he could be dramatic towards us.

Other than that, now we're having breakfast before the two have to head out, since it's their free day and also their girlfriends free day nothing more fair then for them to have some quality couple time, which makes me feel extremely single, but nothing I can do about it.

- Remember to congratulate Kai - Mason said before the two footballers left my house

- I was already going to do that, goodbye. - I said closing the door at their faces - YOU GUYS BETTER HURRY OR YOU'LL BE LATE - I screamed from the window when I saw them taking their time and being lazy to go to their cars

I felt bad for ghosting everyone this past week but I also felt like it was refreshing for me to do it and I knew I couldn't do it forever and specially now since I needed to congratulate a certain German footballer.

Which is why I've been staring at my phone for the past five minutes gathering courage to answer the over 30 messages sent by Kai, probably until Mason informed him my phone was off.

Kai Havertz:

"Hey Kai, sorry I was MIA this week, but wanted to congratulate you for the goal yesterday, I saw the footage and it was an amazing one, well deserved!"

"Will definitely shut those people mouth."

I mean, I didn't really have anything else to say, well, I did, I missed the company of the footballer and I wish I could have the guts to invite him to do something today, but I also knew myself and I was absolutely not doing this.

This past week of no human interaction was the week that made me return to my workout routine, monday till saturdays and sometimes sundays, hence why I'm inside the gym at this moment doing at least a little 12 3 30 in the treadmill which is a good and quick routine if you just want to get some exercise in, and to be fair... I don't feel like doing more than this today.

I ended the little workout and went back inside to shower and get into comfortable clothes so I could continuing binge watching "friends", I mean, this tv show never gets old, right? right. But something else caught my attention when I grabbed my phone from the nigh stand, Kai had actually answered and then one more time I felt annoyed at myself for feeling a way I shouldn't towards a friend.

Kai Havertz:

"SHE LIVES"

"Jokes aside, thank you very much"

"seriously for the motivational speeches and for the workouts with me"

"Also, what you doing today? Haven't seen you since before Nations League"

"Well, you're welcome"

"Nothing, just binge watching friends"

"With Declan?"

"Nope, he left with Mason this morning."

"Mason? What the hell."

"Anyway, can I invite myself over? I'll bring donuts or ice cream, your choice"

"Vanilla ice cream please"

"Be there in 30."

Fucking hell. Not that I didn't want him to come, I did, but usually I'm prepared for him to come over, now I'm just arguing with myself for feeling the way I do. Hear me out, is not love, I know it isn't, but also is no longer just plain friendship. I don't consider my friendship with Mason or Declan to be plain one's, but they also don't come with all the feelings and thought mine with Kai came and all the talks from the England boys just let me even more confused.

But if anyone though I'd be opening my mouth to him, though absolutely wrong. I'm not about to ruin or friendship with something that I don't even know what is is.

- Here's is your ice cream - Is the first thing Kai tells me after I opened the door and I laughed at him - Long time no see - He said hugging me

- I know right, did you survive without my amazing workout plans?

- Absolutely, but not gonna lie, kinda missed it - He said laughing - By the way, the betrayal we suffered yesterday - He said smirking at me and I rolled my eyes

- Oh shut up, I don't go to one game and I'm a traitor - I complained getting two spoons and seating by his side in the couch

- Wow, I'm allowed to eat ice cream with no complains from you? - He asked ironically and I slapped his arm

- Shut up and eat it before I change my mind - I said and he laughed scooping the spoon in the ice cream - How was Nations League? Low has shit on his brain, right?

- What do you mean? - He asked after almost chocking on the ice cream

- He left you and that Brandt player on the bench, he's dumb. - I said as if it wasn't obvious

- He does that a lot and the two of us are in what they consider "bad phase" so gives more reason - He said shrugging

- Well, he's dumb - I said still annoyed

- Hopefully November I'll be first team

- If you aren't I'm going to start a fight with him myself

- Sure thing, calm down Hailes. - He said pulling me into his chest - Watch friends and worry about this next month

- Fine, but I'm still not over it.