Krist is very anxious. When he woke up this morning, Singto wasn't at his side. Krist doesn't know where Singto went. Even when he called Singto's cellphone, Singto didn't answer it. Krist felt very uneasy. Singto is not usually like this. Singto would always say goodbye to him if he wanted to go anywhere. But that day, Singto didn't call him even for once. Krist has tried to call Ice, Off and the others, but none of them know where Singto is.
Krist looked at the clock on the wall, and it was already midnight. He became increasingly restless and worried about his lover. Krist tried to call Singto again, but only the ring tone was heard. Along with the ring tone he heard on the phone, Krist suddenly heard the sound of his front door opening.
"Krist, you called me?" Singto appeared from behind the door, holding his cellphone.
"P'Sing?" Krist immediately rushed into Singto's arms and hugged his lover tightly. "Oh my God, P'Sing ... where have you been? I'm really worried about you. I thought, something bad, has happened to you ... "
Singto smiled a little, while gently rubbing Krist's back. "I am alright. I'm sorry, I didn't tell you when I left this morning... " Said Singto.
"Don't be like this anymore, P'Sing ... I'm really worried about you. I don't want to lose you again. If I did something wrong, I'm really sorry, P'Sing. But please, don't leave me like this... "
Singto then broke his hug and looked at Krist, "Why are you talking like that? Why do you think that you have doing something wrong to me?"
Krist wiped his tears, "I... don't know. But since last night ... you seemed to ignore me. " He said. "If I did something wrong, I'm sorry, P'Sing. But don't leave without news like this."
Singto smiled at Krist's words. "You know, I won't leave you again. it would never happen. Okay? Don't cry now, my sweetheart." Singto said, kissing Krist's head.
"Then ... where have you been all day?"
"Hmm... I'll explain everything to you. But first, can you get me some hot tea? the wind was very strong outside. I am cold." Singto said.
Krist nodded his head. "Okay. just wait on the sofa, then. I'll make you some tea. "
"Thank you, dear." Said Singto.
Krist then immediately walked into the kitchen to make hot tea for Singto, while Singto immediately threw himself onto the sofa. Today has been a really tough day for Singto. But he knew, he have to do this to ended everything, and also to pay for all Krist's suffering for all this time. Singto is willing to sacrifice everything to have him completely, to be with him forever. Even if he had to lose his life for Krist, he was willing to do. As long as he can make up for all his mistakes on Krist for all this time.
"This is your tea," said Krist, breaking Singto's reverie.
Singto then took a soft sip of the warm tea. "Ahh, your tea is the best."
"So... what's happen, P'Sing?" As if he didn't want to waste time, Krist immediately asked Singto about what had happened today.
Singto stared at Krist closely, with a slightly forced smile. "Krist... I..." Singto paused his sentence for a moment. "I... already know, about... what happened between you and Godt when you both went to Japan."
Krist was very surprised to hear that. Apparently, Singto already knew about this problem. Krist really didn't think, that in the end, Singto will find out about this problem. Krist thought, Singto must be very angry with him now. Because of that, Singto's attitude was different to him since last night. Krist immediately bowed his head, unable to answer anything. Even to say some self-defense, Krist couldn't do it. Because he didn't know what had really happened to him and Godt back then in Japan, because he couldn't remember anything at all.
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