-Colby-
I woke up to the sun beaming in my room. I groaned and put my blanket over my face cause it was way too bright. I felt my head throbbing and I've been wanting to throw up again. I just didn't feel good in general. My body literally aches, like if i went on a hike or something. Everything just hurt like hell.
I decided to just get up and suck it up. I went to go brush my teeth and to take a shower. The hot water touching my skin, making the bathroom all foggy and steamy. I started thinking about last night as i was washing myself. Whatever was in that drink was strong. And i know it wasn't alcohol cause it reminded me of a type of drug i use to take. Like i know it, something is telling me that it was a pill or something but it doesn't click to me.
"Colby!!" I heard Y/N yell as i was lost in my mind
"In the shower!!" I yelled back hoping she can hear me
"You were supposed to pick me up an hour ago! What happened?" She said as i heard her in the bathroom
Holy shit.. i said in my mind as i converted my mouth with my hands. I forgot i had to pick her up and help her with her stuff because she's moving in. Ugh, shes going to hate me
"I am so sorry, i kinda forgot" i said, scared of what she'll say
"You forgot? I heard there was a party last night. Maybe all the drinking made you forget" she said as she opened half the shower curtain
"I'm sorry, really am" i said as i turned off the water
"Whatever. Just get dressed and help me with my stuff downstairs"
"How did you even get here?"
"Corey"
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"Hey man, thanks for bringing my girl" i told Corey as we sat down on the couch
"Yeah, no problem man"
"So um.. what happened last night?" I asked him, his eyes blinking multiple times
"What do you mean what happened last night bro? You were out of your shit man" he said as he started laughing
"You kept drinking and then you slept in the pool. I got you out and you threw up. Me and Mike carried you to your room"
"Hmm.." i said
I didn't wanna say that my drink tasted funny or that it was probably spiked. But if i do, he's probably gonna say 'it's the after taste'. I dropped it and just stayed quiet as we both were scrolling on our phones.
Suddenly im in the mood to smoke a joint i said in my head. I don't know why but i want one badly. So i left without telling Corey or anyone else i was leaving. I drove to this place where i used to get my 'stuff '
"Long time no see man"
"Haha, yeah... kinda stopped doing this for like a month or two but i suddenly want one" i said as he gave me what i usually get
"I felt that man, it's that urge you feel. Like you miss being high, miss the feeling of feeling nothing" he said as i nodded my head in agreement
I left and went in my car, i felt bad doing this but i just really wanted it.
"I'm sorry Y/N" i said as i lit up my joint
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LOL i know there's smoke shops but idk if they actually sell WEED WEED. I'm just making it up as i go lol
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