Colby is addicted to drugs, very depressed and is anti-social. He is so addicted to the point where he wants to end it all. He thinks he's not good enough and that everyone hates him. Until he meets Y/N, in which she will help him recover. Everythin...
"WHERES THE ONE WHOS SMOKING HIS LIFE AWAY?????" I heard someone yell as i was in my room watching netflix on my laptop
"HELLLOOOO??? COLBY WHERE ARE YOU?" It turns out it was Tara who kept yelling.
I heard her run up the stairs and i tried to get up as fast as i could but i couldn't cause i had my blanket over me and a punch of long cords from my laptop and phone. I literally fell over my bed cause my leg was stuck under all these things, i got up so fast and ran to my door but sadly, i couldn't close it cause Tara was already in my room.
"Well well well.... Mr. smoke my life away" She said as she had her arms crossed.
"Go away" I said as I pointed to my door
"Why do you even smoke? Does it feel good? Can i try?" She said as she sat down on my couch
"Why do you even care? Just go away" I said again
"Fine, go be sad in your dark room Colby. That's all you know how to do, smoke and be sad! boo-hoo! dumbass" She said as she got up and left to my room
"Fuck you Tara" I mumbled
I shut my door and locked it. I went into my bathroom and just looked at myself in the mirror
"WHY AM I LIKE THIS?! WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!! I WANNA FUCKINF DIE! THIS ISNT FAIR" I yelled out as i punched my mirror, watching all the pieces fall down to the ground. Feeling blood drip down from my hand.
I panicked and grabbed a punch of toilet paper, wrapping it around my hand.
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-Colby-
A few hours later, the bleeding on my knuckles calmed down. I then heard my phone ring so many times. It wouldn't stop ringing with the notifications i was getting.
I grabbed my phone from the side table and saw that it was twitter. I opened it up and saw that Tara mentioned me in a tweet. Even Jake commented on it.
My fucking heart sunk, what kind of bullshit is this? Why can't they leave me the fuck alone.
I got up and threw my phone across my room.
"LEAVE ME THE FUUUCCCKKK ALONE! just- just leave me alone please.... please...." I said as i got dropped to the floor on my knee, tears streaming down my face
"Please..." I quietly said
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