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Kendell • 14
"Because I'm just not ready for my family to know" I huffed
"Are you ashamed of me" she asked
"No mama I just don't want them To judge me" I explained
"Look it don't matter what they say about I got you and I ain't going nowhere" Carmen said
"I know baby" I pecked her lips
"I gotta go but imma call you later" she told me pecking my lips once more
Truth is I'm not ashamed of her I just don't believe I'm gay
Only reason I started dated her was because my ex cheated on me
He was my first everything but body
I guess he cheated because I would give him sex
When he cheated I could never look another nigga was so I just tried girls
It was all fun and games at first but I know this ain't where I was a be
I'm in love with AJ and I've been in love with him
I signed walking down the hallway to my next class
On my way there I saw Aj and his females of the week we made eye contact but I quickly put my head down
Letting a tear slip that I know he saw I rushed and whipped it then walked into class
We shared this class but he always skipped so I didn't have to worry about seeing him
But to my luck today would be the day he showed up
Feeling a presence sit next to me a caught a quick glimpse and saw it was him
"Wassup Ken" he greeted and I just sent him a head nod
"Damn you can't even speak" he chuckled
And I still said nothing
"You really pretty as fuck" he mumbled and I shrugged
"Ok you can stop with the silent treatment I know I hurt you but it was a mistake just forgive me mama" he pleaded
It's hard not to crack under pressure when dealing with him
