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Mulatto • 36
It's been hard these past couple of weeks
Kentrell back on them pills
J'Hnae doesn't come out her room because she feels as if it's still her fault
Somebody stays with her every night cause we're afraid of what she would do if she was alone
Kaylyns fine she's young she doesn't really understand
Jania went on a rampage when she found out
Went live telling the world that Kentrells a bad father and he doesn't live his kids
Bashed his name in the dirt and shit
As I mother I get it your hurt but anybody in this world knows Kentrell would die for his kids so for her to lie like that blew
She doesn't really let him see Kaylyn anymore and it's fucking in his mental
KeSean is always here tho because she can't really control him
He's tried to talk to her but jania ain't going for it
She in the wrong tho she act like he knew it was going to happen
And she should know she's only effecting Kaylyn
And Kaylyn adores her father so I know she's hurt to
Of course Kentrell killed JJ and he deserved it I hope he fits in hell
On top of that I have to tell Savage that's he's not going to be a dad and I feel really bad
"Mula you Ight" Kentrell walked in the room asking
"Yeah are you straight tho I'm always here if you need to talk y'know" I told him and he nodded
"I'm just hurt and disappointed I trusted this nigga around my kids and he just violated them on top of that this nigga would be living on the streets if it wasn't for me and this is the thanks I get" he vented laying his head on my lap
"Them my daughters Alyssa I was supposed to protect them with my life and I couldn't even do that I had this nigga around them everyday" he continued
"And it hurts me see one of my kids in the state she's in and not even be allowed to see the other" he kept talking
"Then people who I called my fans and supporters calling me a bad and irresponsible father Alyssa I swear to the devil himself that I'd give my life up for any of my kids"
"I kill any fucking body for my kids those are my hearts each one of them are a piece of me and for people to call me a bad father breaks me cause I've tried to be the best one I knew how to be" he spat
"I ain't have nobody to teach me how to be a parent I had to learn that shit myself I had no guidance I had no one in my circle telling me what I was doing right and what I was doing wrong" he continued
"I just want what's best for them if I could take their pain away I would do it in a instant I just want it to be over" he finished and I realized he was crying
My poor stink 🥺
"Listen you are a wonderfully dagger your sons look up to you and your daughters adore you only opinion that should matter to you about your parenting is your kids and they ain't complaining because they know you did your best they know you tried your hardest and they know you love them" I lifted his head up grabbing his chin making him look at me
"You gone see Kay Kay again just give it time Ight and we gone get Nae Nae some help we gone get you off them pills and back to your normal self" I said to him
"We gone get thru it as a family Ight I gotchu" I bring him into a hug that I know he needed
We cuddled until he fell asleep
I grabbed my stuff and headed to Savage house I guess I'll tell him now
"Wassam mamas" he smiled at me when he opened the door
"Listen we gotta talk" I got straight to the point
"I'm sorry I really am" I started
"The babies not yours" I mumbled loud enough for him to hear
"Come again say what" he asked cupping his ear
"The babies not yours" I spoke a little louder and he laughed
"Stop playing wimme" he continued laughing
"Does it look like I'm joking when you went to go do your show a couple months ago me and Kentrell had sex" I said telling him the truth
"Of course" he chuckled bitterly
"You a fucking hoe bro like on my dead homies" he looked at me hurt written all in his eyes
"I'm sorry alright but I'm inlove with that man he's all I know I shouldn't of rushed into this relationship with you knowing I wasn't ready I really am sorry" and with that I walked out making my way back to Kentrell's house
