[ please read till the end! tried my best
to describe my anxiety here, hope
you like it. ]“head in my hands
heart held hostage,
how could i ever
hurt myself?am i insane?
am i insane?the words running
through my mind
are all blurred lines.the blood stains
the pages of the book,
now all i can see
are deep, dark hues.am i insane?
am i insane?big breaths burn
my lungs,
beats of my heart
break apart.the world collapses
as the guilt rises
it's all my fault,
it's all my fault.am i insane?
am i insane?incoherent voices
inch into my brain,
if i were normal
i'd be one of them.whimsical whispers
wreck my head
when i walk away,
it starts again.am i insane?
am i insane?feelings fall apart,
fake faces tear
my heart,
five senses falter
and even
four seconds later
nothing feels better.echoes ring through
my head
but i feel nothing instead.am i insane?
am i insane?i learnt love,
loss, lust and
law,
but love won't take away
the pain i saw.truth is,
tales tell twisted truths-you won't survive
a minute in this hell
if you buy the lies
they sell.sooner or later
you will realize -
it never gets better.if you stay sane,
no matter how loud
you shout;
you won't be heardbecause insanity
is the only way out.”
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forever is an illusion ✓
Poetryhighest ranking : #3 in poetry. original collection of poetry. book 1.