She lays in bed at night starting at the ceiling
The memories start playing in her mind
The anxiety builds
The voices start
Panic sets in
She feels like her heart beating a hundred miles per hour
Her head starts pounding
The tears begin flowing
All she wants is for it to stop
She sends a text to those closet to her telling them she loves them one last time
For that night she decided to take her life
She started with cuts and couldn't stop
Her arms where painted red
She began to swallow the pills
One after another
She took one last look at her phone
And told everyone good bey
She layed her head down and said so long and goodnight
She fell into her last and final sleep
The next morning her mom tries to shake her awake
She looks down at her arms and realizes her baby had died
She weeps over her body
Screaming to god why
Her best friend relizes what she's done and breaks down and cries
For she is gone and none of them know why
For they never knew what she hid
Or the battles she fought at night
For the world lost a soldier
But heaven gained an angel
