She knows
She knows if she takes her life
She's taking two more
She knows
She knows that if she dies
She's going to cause some pain to those she loves
She knows
She knows if she starts cutting
She won't be able to stop
She knows
She knows that people love her
She knows that they can help
She knows
But she's afraid
She's afraid of hurting people
She's afraid of what will happen to those she leaves behind
She's afraid of what will happen after she dies
She's afraid of if it doesn't work
She's afraid
Yet she still wants to die
