She lays in bed at night staring at the ceiling
Millions of thoughts run through her mind
Her emotions are like a roller coaster
Some times up
Sometimes down
She can't seem to control it
She hates asking for help
But she needs it
She wants to reach out to someone
But she's afraid of rejection
She wants to speak up
But she's afraid no one will listen
She's afraid that no one will care
So instead she bottles it all up
Her thoughts
Her feelings
Her wants
Her needs
Everything
She knows that one day she will brake is she doesn't get help
Yet she doesn't care
So every night she closes her eyes
And let's the tears fall
Carrying her to a deep sleep
